If you give a crap and wish to watch me further, I am changing accounts. ~Mistress-Fluffeh Thats my new account. If I could move all my devs thats mildly acceptable I would, but thats not all that possible. I will be rewatching people that have tried to keep contact with me.

-Fluffeh

I'm fucking quitting drawing. I tried one of the SIMPLEST things to draw thta I've drew FUCKING MILLIONS OF TIMES. Just a laying down sideways of Fluff. I tried drawing ALL day. I'm sick of all the crap I've drew. I've worked on zillions of drawings, yet maybe FOUR are "Okay" I'm done. ;~;

Yeah, weird. Well, I only draw animals, or Fluffeh as of late and I wanna draw hoomanz~ I don't want to draw any celebrities or people I know in real life. I wanna draw you people. Buuut. That is asking alot, no? Some weirdo fluff-obsessed girl wants to draw you people. Will you let me? :3 I wanna draw shoulder up ones so yeah. If you'll do it, post in the comments or note me if you don't want your picture out. I don't care. I wanna draw people! |3

Mistress Fluffeh reporting in.

Hullo hullo mates. Long time no speak. My laptop is dead from dead battery cord. I'm on my spare computer, the one I used before I got the crappeh laptop. Uhm, emotionally I'm still on the ride of the rollercoaster. It's going down its last hill. AKA I'm getting better but some depressional states come in at times. Uhm...I play howrse, gaia, and wajas now. Summer break is like in a week "Yay~" I did a art contest but there wasn't anuff entries so they gave them back. I painted some for the Prom peoplez and helped out. Uhm..Au revoir.

Well I had a dream, and I want to hear what you think of it, and if you have questions, ask I'll try to answer them.


Well I was in a store and there was this person dressed in Shaman clothes. I told him that I liked how he dressed because of the wild colours. He smirked (he was rather young, like maybe 17) He told me that it was some story time in the story, and asked if I wanted to join. I was delighted to help and he told me to stand next to this African candy thing. He asked me to put on this costume pelt thing of a deer looking animal. I put it on and it didn't fit well, so I told him. He gave a sigh and stood next to me for several minutes before grabbing into the African candy and opened a secret door pulling out some wicks for candles. He had his hand out like he would light it without a lighter, which he did. He told me to smell it and say "Fairies is it what I am?" he looked at me odd then pulled out another and made me smell it but he didn't tell me anything, I started to change into a huge grizzly bear, only part of me did. Like what it looked like with the costumes, and he told me since I was such a special trannformation we would do two stories. I had to sit and act like a bear while he got some more actors for the story. He went off and I was just amazed at the bear change, and I guessed it was my soul animal. So I waited and waited till he returned and he came back with a moose actor. He told me that the moose would be let go and try to hide from me and I had to find him and hunt him done. I was told to wait as he got a headstart so it would be more real, and He smiled and told me to go. When I would try to run, the costume wouldn't let me. I was being controlled to act like the bear. So I cluibed over things in the store, getting some odd looks and then I would jump getting close to the moose and somehow it would know and just like TAKE OFF. I started to wheeze and blacked out. The Shaman one was standing above me when I woke and told me I failed. I was ashamed for some reason. Well he told me I could try later and called for some animal of his and told him to make Hot Chocolate ALL around him in a circle. I started to laugh in some weird voice, that wasn't mine. So I took the costume off, but once I did I wanted it back on but I went back to the pig looking thing of an animal laughing because how much hot chocolate there was around the Shaman. He begun to talk about my dead dad and told me he knew him. I was offended that he should speak of something like that but he offered his name which was REALLY long and I said "Uhm. Got a name I could call for short?" he told me it like something like "Casusuas" and I said it a few times and told him my name and he said he knew it. I backed away abit because not many know the name. He was telling me stories and then this FACE comes out of the wall like a Native American and says "I smell mocha" I burst out laughing. She looked at the shaman which gave her some Hot chocolate. I asked the Shaman if I could have the costume. He gave me a doubting look but said I could have it if I used it only when I really wanted to. I laid back and I woke up shortly after.